i don't know what to do

alright so i know no one really reads this but i need somewhere to vent >< it looks like mom's in stage 4 of her kidney disease, being her offspring i'm hoping that with lapband, a treadmill and some meds to work on protecting my kidneys and heart (since kidney disease and diabetes runs in my family) i can be a possible donor candidate since of course i should be a perfect blood match i'm terrified of this of course because if worse comes to worse and i get diabetes/kidney disease i'll have less time with only one functioning kidney but i don't know what else to do i feel bad in saying that my family hasn't really been there for me and my problems and i keep a wall up in dealing with my issues to save my family the stress but i need my mom and i need to be here for her and her problems....anyway i'm not expecting comments on this i'm tired, on meds and stressed so my view may be slightly skewed but...there its oout and now i can work on other issues like babysitters/service dogs/settlements/finances and well just other stuff....that is all, the end, fin

okay not like you care but here, its now time for something completely different




i love this lil sphynx boy more than you could possibly imagine ><