New Dinosaurs!

okay, i'm not sure if i've ever explained this but i have a love for dinosaurs that verge's on the idiotic and today of all day's while looking at the unimportent news of msn.com (really why would i care who the richest person in the world is? seriously) i got the urge to switch over to aol.com and what do you think i found? DINOSAURS and not just any dino, no no, giant horned dinosaurs in the family with the triceratops (which i dunno if i've ever stated but they are like the coolest dino's ever....except for raptors but thats only 'cuse they're tiny and covered in feathers, seriously they're adorable) anyway the new discoveries were found in Utah hence the name of one of them being the Utahceratops meaning Utah horned face, here's a picture :)

isn't it beautiful? this behemeth was roughly 20 feet long and weighed 3 to 4 tons and scientists are baffled by their random horns which really couldn't be used for anything more than a pretty "hornament" (see what i did there? ;) ) and the other lucky dino to be found was titled the Kosmoceratops, it was about 15 feet long and had 15 horns decorating its awesome head, and the name Kosmoceratops means "ornate horned-face" which really? what better way could you explain this lil beauty?

anyway that's all the news i have for today other then going to the neurologist to be told the same thing over and over again (i did try to go in the room alone just to see if i could, results? i can i just end up bawling like a baby) anyway i'm in KC today and i miss my lil retard ninja cat of doom already :(

update on costume things

well i was working sewing shiny bits to my costume and everything while at the group home with my caseworker and she decided to show it off to everyone, i had to take a picture it was sadly the highlight of my day

sexy right? anyway for now this is all i leave you, trip to KC tomorrow to meet with my neurologist, anyway i know no one reads this so, ta-ta!

BLARGH

alright so i've been down right? well i've been trying to offset my down-ness with crafty shit like a retarded looking teddy bear that looks like a creepy stalker and sewing lots of beads and pretty shiny things to my ren faire costume and yes i know how lame that is but you know what? i really am that lame, and here i am trying to figure out what the hell i should do, looks like its either sewing some more shiny stuff or playing video games, decisions decisions
btw, here's the creepy teddy bear of doom, you've been warned!

look at those creepy eyes! they follow you, FOLLOW YOU EVERYWHERE

drooling retard cat of DOOOOOM!

i'm back home and feeling a lil down, especially with the rough night i had last night, being woken up like 4 times by my cat standing on my chest or my pillow chirping like the apocalypse has finally come! its funny being woken up by this

blargh

its mommy's birthday (well really it was yesterday but the weather sucked so i stayed home whatev) anyway we went to dinner and i took mom to get pedi's and everything and that was all well and good until dad started talking about greyson, no one else in his family and no matter how nicely i said that i really don't give a shit how he's doing he always got mad at me and then tried to continue on about how he was, i don't understand this, dad knows what he did to me is dad just trying to pretend it didn't happen or that maybe i'll get over it magically? i don't get it and even after the dinner was over and conversations miles away from "the evil one" i just felt sick i felt dirty and i had to take a shower when we got back to get it out of my head, i know i've had dreams about getting over and discussing the events out with him but....i can't get over it by myself, hopefully beckah can help and hopefully the rest of my weekend can resolve the feeling of anger and hatred i feel boiling to the surface....hmm that seems like quite a rant well here to make everything better here's a picture of a dinosaur i drew, enjoy.

Costuming Is A Bitchmother For Realz

i know i wanted to post almost every day but that has obviously not happened, i have been busy though, the renaissance festival is here and my Bestie and i are going to attend but of course instead of going out and buying costumes and jewelry we've decided to go the far more complicated route.  So for three or so days we've been up at the crack of noon sewing and cutting and doodling and repeating. so for now i leave you with only my drawing of the soon to be costume and soon i will happily upload the finished versions of both of our garments, Wish Us Luck!!

Why Are Girl Outings Based Around Food?

have you ever been out with the girls and you end up home with like 6 to go boxes and you feel like you'll never need to eat again? today i've noticed that female bonding revolves around great clothing sales and food, lots and lots of food, the day began at shogun's a japanese steak house with amazing sushi and random people all sitting around a giant grill station. our party of three was mooshed together to make a party 8, the people across from us (slightly pictured here) were a seemingly well to-do mom with teen daughters, they tried to seem well off with getting hot tea and steak shrimp combos (17-20 bucks a pop, no joke)

afterwards of course there was clothing, goodwill has lots and loooots of clothing usually good name brand stuff for only like 3-4 dollars which is BOSS, its confusing though there's always thousands of little kids running around knocking things over and getting hurt, this time there was a lil boy crying and apparently he had a nose bleed to beat all nose bleeds his mother was shoving mountainous amounts of toilet paper into his face and screaming something like "if you move that away from your face you are going in the cart" i felt bad but at the same time it was hilarious to see. it probably shouldn't have been but there ya go.  

Old Hair

Good Morning Interwebs!

Yes i realize its not really morning here in Kansas but i'm sure its morning somewhere here on the interwebs, this blog will be a random hodge podge of venting, history, art, and random stuffs that i think need to be up here =D

To start off i probably need to give a lil back history maybe to convince you to read this maybe just so that i can remember it later who knows, i'm currently 21 years old but my story really starts about 2 years ago.  I was 18 and just starting college, i wanted to be an art teacher, i didn't want to be an astronaut or a doctor or anything amazing like that i just wanted to be a good 'ol high school art teacher, i wanted to be there for kids that needed an outlet, needed someone to listen or needed just somewhere to express themselves but right now i guess i just need to work on letting myself express things. February 20th 2008 i had a massive stroke, after an ambulance ride, a helicopter ride, brain surgery and rehab i've found myself disabled, right now i'm in my own apartment  with my own furry roomate and this is our life i hope you enjoy the ride =3