most doomed i've ever felt

right now i'm feeling the most doomed i've ever felt, i'm scared about moving back to my parent's house (although i know i don't really get a choice) and i know its not like i have anything else going on, i can't work, can't go to school, there's really no point if i can help my parents out i guess that will be the entirety of my life, at least i'll be able to do something good. anyway, i give up. over and out.

bad news with a sprinkling of more bad news and terror

i know its been awhile since i've posted or even signed on to this thing but there's reasons for that, my Christmas was spent getting my gallbladder out, then later March 21st to be exact i lost my best friend of 10 years, Excalibur (yes he's a horse but he was my bud) he got colicky and my trainer had to have a vet put him down, then later in April i get to find out that all my hard work getting a psychiatric service dog is being delayed because my father has been diagnosed with cancer, i understand why and i'm wanting to help as much as i can and anyway, that's my update, so enjoy i guess.